So I know I've been a little inactive, well not a little, but it’s been…. well a little messed up and crazy for me here. first my old computer kinda fell from the third floor of my apartment building. second my older brother’s girlfriend got pregnant, and had his baby. third I lost my job, and forth and probably the worst I found out I’m… well my health isn't very good. So yeah crazy. So let me explain a few things. the reason my computer fell from the third floor of my apartment is because I live on the third floor and I was sitting on the kinda little perch I have. I sat my laptop down for a second to go get my a soda and my roommate’s cat decided she wanted to sit there. mind you her cat is fat, like seriously fat. so the damn thing knocked my computer out the window. needless to say I wanted to kill it. It’s taken me forever just to get a new one. then my brothers long time girlfriend got pregnant, and was having a lot of complications. luckily both her and the baby made it through. I now have the most cutest niece ever. losing my job kinda ties in with my health problems. I was fired because I took too many sick days. I've been… not feeling well. I won't go into too much detail here, just that I've not been well. my doctors have been doing tests to figure thing out for me. hopefully I'll be on more, sorry if it’s not a lot. just know that I love every single one of you guys and that I appreciate your support.